i want to spend christmas in the airport.
i want to steal my mom's credit card and buy an air ticket.

and then and then.. i will fly far far away.
and i will only come back when things are merry.

fuck, i am so damn selfish.

its getting harder and harder to smile.. because christmas is just 16 days away.
no matter how plastic i can get.. its still so damn hard. fuck.
sometimes i wish im working everyday. then i can work my ass off, and prolly blow my money all on my birthday shopping again. but then again, when im working.. im doing fucking customer service. dammit bitch i am not so free to take phones out for u to try. fuck it ass hole can you wait for your turn and no i wont help you configure your mms. and no aunty, we dont give out free vouchers. stop listening to the people in the market. you want vouchers they can be bought over the cashier counter. can choose got 50 or 100. you want free phone is it? yes can.. sign another two lines, take the phone and shut up. free phone where got so good got bluetooth, video, radio etc.. you dreaming is it uncle? and im sorry mdm, sim card is chargeable at $31.50 and i really dont care if other dealers offer them to you free.. go back to them lah! ah soh, i dont care if custsvc specially handled your case. you still have to get a freaking queue number. wahlao so pretty watch so nice bag so nice.. bimbo like hell. doode, its signing on another two years.. and no....... we wont charge you more per month in your bill. aunty, ke yi bu yao yi zi taptap wo mah. hen fan ni dong mah! and of cos there are very nice customers who really appreciate us. give us hearty smiles.. patient.. and there are very nice kids too like this 4 year old girl called chloe i met today. and yes.... aunty, i dont care where you lost your phone. just pass me ur freaking i/c.. and student pass holders and work permit holders, POBA POBA POBA. open your freaking eye and dont tell me you want to see my manager cos!!!!! its the same! POBA!!!